Trauma Cards
Refer to the Section “4 suits” for a description of this suit.
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Card: Living in Violence
Suit: Trauma I am the one who lives in the eruption of my father’s anger and abuse. I am the one who sees the anger in his face and feels the explosiveness of his rage. I am the one who is frightened of his demands. I am the one who is small and tossed around in his tumultuousness.
Card: Tornado
Suit: Trauma I am the one who is tossed around in the tornado, unsure of where I will land. I am the one who lives in terror and uncertainty.
Card: Frantic Runner
Suit: Trauma I am the one who is running and running and running. I am the one who is running from my father’s violence and my mother’s depression. I am the one who runs out the fear in my body when frightening things are happening at home. I am the calm adult woman who knows about the frantic, running child inside of me.
Card: Alone
Suit: Trauma I am the one who is alone, afraid and sad in a world that doesn’t feel safe and isn’t what it should be. I am one who wants to scream but can’t. I am one who is frozen, alone and numb.
Card: Watched Over
Suit: Trauma I am the one who is watched over by my native ancestor and the mother leopard. I am the one who is protected even when I don’t realize it.
Card: Living from an Open Heart
Suit: Trauma I am the one who has made it through to adulthood. I am the one who lives from strength, love and an open heart. I am the one who still knows how to love despite my past.
Card: Living in Violence 2
Suit: Trauma I am the one who lives with the yells and screams and fighting. I am the one who is afraid someone will get hurt or killed. I am the one who is a terrified little baby. I am the one who lives with my mother’s depression and craziness in the middle of the violence. |